To be truly happy in this world a man ought not merely fling himself into every vice, but should never permit himself one vitrue, and that is not simply a matter of always doing evil, but also and above all of never doing good. [Marquis de Sade]

corsetry, live music, pretending to fit in, writing, industrial gothy music, getting lost, the bay area, seamed stockings, working too much, nervous breakdowns, anxiety attacks, bitter realizations, breaking barriers, moving on

nine inch nails, depeche mode, peaches

Suicide Kings, Girl Interrupted

The Virgin Suicides, Choke, American Psycho, Invisible Monsters